So it's 2 am.

I keep thinking about going to bed earlier and I never quite manage to get there. What I want to know is where this semester went. I'm really not looking forward to it as everyone else is. I'm really going to miss these people. So many have become like extended family to me. I really have no idea what I'm going to do after next year when I don't plan on ever coming back. =[

I think it's because I've been so much busier than last semester and I actually like my classes this semester as well. I don't really expect to have any time next semester when I'll be taking more classes and more hours. Although then again I'm taking more hours than I'm supposed to so it won't be too much more than now just an extra class. I'm really not looking forward to have a 7:35 am class every day of the week. I feel sorry for me. I also going to try a new church tomorrow, one I can walk to so I don't have to depend on someone else for a ride and so that this way I'll be able to start going to a church consistently. The one I've got closest to going to consistently I don't really care for. I like a lot of the people but I just don't feel like it's 'home' or even home away from home. I'm hoping this new church is a better fit or I'll probably continuing to go the one I have been at for the most part since I have a relatively reliable ride there.

I also stopped lying to myself. I do actually like psychology. It may have been my most interesting class this semester. I think I would have liked History of Israel better if I had my professor from Pentateuch. Not that there was anything wrong with my current professor. He just has a different teaching style and I prefer Dr. Owen's. I'm hoping to be able to take a class with him next spring and I really excited about that.

Next semester I'll be taking Greek, Spanish, Basic Christian Beliefs, Music Appreciation, and Speech. The last two being my early classes. I really don't think I am able to appreciate anything at the time of day and it's the only time offered. Thankfully the teacher I'm planning on taking Speech with is from what I heard very easy in comparison to others. Something I like. Unfortunately I don't hear the best things about Spanish or BCB I've decided to take them. Spanish possibly against my better judgment and hope to be proven wrong. I kind of wish that Montana was the week after finals and school would start again. I'm not sure how much time away from my JBC family I can take.. Thank you Facebook. =]

The only thing I'm really looking forward to this summer is a mission trip I'm going on. Other than that I don't expect much out of my summer other than being lazy. This summer will definitely help my slim self discipline. Oh well.

God is good.

~Susann